By admin 
9/11/2001
I was a freshman in high school in Alabama, I wore a hijab. In gym class my teacher wheeled in a screen. Something horrible was happening. I watched, mouth agape as the second tower hit.
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We were silent.
As that period reached an end, my name was announced on the loudspeaker.
I went to the office to see someone who worked with my father there to check me out. I was sick to my stomach — had something happened to a family member? Did I know anyone in New York? Why was he there to pick me up? My father’s colleague did not answer me.
I got home to my parents sitting at the dining room table. I asked frantically if everyone was okay. Yes, my father answered. So why, I asked, did you take me out of school?
I was angry — this had nothing to do with me.
My father sat me down and began to explain. He started to talk about the Japanese internment camps, how people who had nothing to do with anything became imprisoned. It was the first time it dawned on me how race worked, how conditional our safety was.
25 years later, I live in New York, I’m married to a New Yorker who lost family in 9/11. But I, my community, my child, are still subject to the same hateful discourse that vilifies every Arab, every Muslim, that casts every demand for safety & freedom as illegitimate.
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In the face of this white supremacist thinking it doesn’t matter that Mamdani was 10. That a million Iraqis were killed. That Palestinians are being genocided. That there are 11 million displaced in Sudan. That ICE detentions are stacked with people whose lives were destroyed by this country’s policies — whose refuge was denied.
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I posted this, nearly verbatim except for the last slide, on twitter in 2024 to viral response.
I post a version of it every year.
This year, however, the hate feels louder than it has ever been, more entitled and more brazen. I’m terrified of what the coming decades will bring.
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